Carrie Underwood - Just A Dream (T_T)

It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
All dressed in white
Going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the passenger seat
Sixpence in a shoe, something borrowed, something blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil down
Trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard trumpets from the military band
And the flowers fell out of her hand

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

The preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his soul, and heal this hurt
Then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song that she ever heard
Then they handed her a folded up flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have been
And then the guns rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in her heart

Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh,
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, now I'll never know
It's like I'm looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream

Oh, this is just a dream
Just a dream
Yeah, Yeah

Nota Aigooh : Du fehlst mir... Ich liebe dich...

"Akak, I'm Not SINGLE"

Regarding with the title...
Received few msg from her... 12.30 am...
But yang climax dpt ms Wanie dah titon..
As i awake... a sentences that capture my eyes when she wrote there..
"Akak I'm not SINGLE"
Alhamdulillah...

Love is not the thing that we can react positive instantly...
It can takes a week, a month or mayB a year...
In my adik's case... it takes almost a year.. which is 11 months...
I dunno why... i'm so happy for her.. feels like i'm the one who in the relationship right now..
Wahai Cik GF and Incik BF... akak doakan korang bahagia selalu..
Kepada adikku... cinta lama tak perlu dilupakan... walaupun perit... kita jadikan ia sbg kenangan terindah...
I know we always in the same shoes... so move on and you deserve to be happy...

To my & Aja's blog reader, just wanna let y'all know that Siti Hajar Abdul Fatah is no longer SINGLE...
Congrates adikku... don't think about future... but think the happiness right now..
Akk will always be with you no matter what...
Incik BF incik BF jg... akk and invi man must be always in your heart deh?
Love you so much! mwah mwah mwah!




Nota Aigooh : If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were...

Tweet Tweet (^_^)

Hey peeps.......
Just wanna say... u can follow me on twitter...
What the function of it?
It's like a status update where people kat reply back to ur tweets...
For me it's fun... i have it for almost a year already i guess...
Follow me at My Twitter...
So lets tweet tweet (^^,)
Daaaaaa :))

Nota Aigooh : Going make some revision at UM 2molo... (^^,)s

Why people are so easy to move on?

Ok, 1st and foremost... is been a while since i'm not expressing my feeling regards other than my EX..
So jom kita buat sesi luahan tentang perkara yang berlaku disekeliling kita...

Tonight's topic...
Are people really that easy as a blink to move on???

Tiba-tiba pernyataan ini terkeluar sbb...
Saw some of my friend yang dah ada couple baru... rs b4 this br clash bout a month ago kot.. or tak sampai pun!
How can people so easy to move on eh? yes i know other people other method...
But don't you think that it's not THAT appropriate...???
This is just my point of view.. anyone who wants to argue or give their own opinion...
You are welcome to do that...

The question is... what are you looking in a relationship... in other word, what you forsee for a relationship???
I know, some of the answer will be... "why we have to wait for a person that not even love us anymore?"
Yeah i know... good point there... but should we wait until we really know that the NEXT person is really suitable with us..
So that the relationship will last longer this time?

Mestilah kita nak seseorang yang lebih baik dari spouse yang before... takkan nak yang lebih teruk isn't it???
For me the right time to move on after you clash will be 9 months to a year...
5 month in healing the wound (perhaps) another 3-5month to get to know each other before you enter to the relationship as a couple...

For those yg circumstance dia sama dgn statement Wanie ni don't get offended...
It's just my general statement only :))
But i do believe, it depends how the circumstance is...

Nota Aigooh : Wonder will i'll be healed by that TIME? Is it A YEAR is enough for me? I can't even answer it yet...

My Best Boyfriend!

Pic above shows my best boyfriend since i was in form 4...
Wanie dah lost contact dgn dia 3 tahun setengah kot... kitorg gado...
Tapi dah ok dah semenjak 1 bulan lalu... tatau mcm mne... dah takdir Allah pulihkan hbgn kitorg...
Dia ni lah yg ajar Wanie Prinsip Perakaunan dulu sampai Wanie dpt B3 in SPM... walopun tak A kira ok lah tu...
Sbb Wani dulu selalu merah or atas pagar je for that subject...
Tp last2 hampeh... tak amik pun account now... amik law.. mmg lah terpesong jauh.. hehehe

My best boyfriend ni is a wise person...
Dapat full scholarships at UM in Degree in Accounting... afta he finish his matrix at Kedah...
Dah final year pun... now tgh exam... good luck Naim!
Love ya!

Nota Aigooh : Ada hikmah yang sangat berharga di setiap kejadian Allah...

My Birthday Cake - Pecan Butterscotch Cake

Jom layan birthday cake Wanie & Kak Lily...
Beli cake ni time nak dekat birthday Abah...
So letak sekali nama Abah.. then Syafiq pun nak letak nama..
Pe lagi.. letak sekali la nama Mama sekali...jadilah begini...



Happy Birthday
Abah 52
Mama 51
Lily 23
Wanie 22
Syafiq 18

Meroyan je lah kat atas cake tu...
But seriously! The cake so delicious!
Do try la... kat mana lagi? Secret Recipe...
Nyum2...

Nota Aigooh : I Love desert!

Absolute Delicious Butterscotch Bread

1st time i ate this few days ago...
Believe me it's so yummy! Macam ayat kawan Wanie...
"Sedap sgt mcm nak menangis" LOL
A potatoes bread pour with butterscotch syrup...
One word... HEAVEN...
You guys should try it... Wanie tak jumpa kat mana2 lagi yg sesedap keluaran Tesco..
So must have to give it a try ok?

Nota Aigooh : So in love with anything bout butterscotch thing lately... and the butterscotch also so yummy!

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before

Nota Aigooh : I feel like now LOVE is no longer CRUCIAL for me...